English not my first language

Its true. English is not my first language. My second. It has been quite a long time I have not written in proper English. I’ve been spoken broken English for almost 6 years now.

When my kids starts going to school. Then I realized. In order for them to speak fluent English like I used too. I need to brush up myself. I need to be prepared for them. There is no other way to make yourself better. We need to practice to write and speak.

See more progress on: improve my english

Get paid to blog?

Get paid to blog? Sounds so easy and too good. I used to work and now I have to stay at home to look after my baby. I started to surf again. Day by day, I started getting restless. I couldn’t find a way to get the extra cash for my family.

Getting paid to blog? Do I really get paid to blog? That is a big question which I don’t have the answer. Previously was all about adsense. You really need somebody to click on those advert on your blog to get the cash. Then I realize. You never know the outcome unless you give a try. There is nothing to loose if I write the blog. Who knows they really pay. So, let us start blogging for a better future.

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Hanya kau yang mampu….

Untuk Michelin SDARian ’82-’86 where ever you are…..

Abang,

Kita pernah melaluinya. Tapi kita masing-masing sedar yang perjalanan hidup itu masih jauh. Lalu kita menyepikan diri begitu sahaja. Dan kita pun terasing.

Untuk 10 tahun Adik hidup dalam bayangan kasih Abang. But Abang, bila Adik dah tak mampu lagi mengharap pada satu pertemuan, dan juga sudah takdir hidup Adik. Adik kini milik orang Johor juga. Orang Muar. Tapi Adik amat berharap, that Adik akan tetap terus menjadi Adik Abang forever bagi yang kita janjikan dulu. And Adik tahu, Abang kini sedang setia berbakti di salah sebuah hospital di Johor juga kan. Adik berdoa semoga satu hari Allah pertemukan kita juga. Take care Abang, where ever you are.

Untuk Adique DIA Mainstech Shah Alam

I donno why? I admit I do admire you. But why the whole school make me feel the other way round. And as if I was your girlfriend. People were talking about it.

Hellooo. My seniors were talking about you and me. I have no intention on you. I only had a ride on your car once. And that is the only moment we ever had being alone together.

Adique, you made my life miserable. I was not your girl. I only know your name. Your friends. Your plate number. But I did not know you as a person. I don’t know where you lived. I only know that you were a VVIP’s son. And your father’s name is at one of TTDI road’s name.

For your info. After you left abroad, everybody was asking me about you. They keep asking me news from you. That’s not fair for me Adique. Very unfair. I could not stand the pressure. I flunked my papers. Thanks to you. My dreams. My Father’s hopes. All Shattered. How was I supposed to tell my father. My father hated me. My father ignored me. How did I feel? I was my father’s beloved daughter. You made him hated me.

Anyway, you just make my life miserable.

Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati.

But there not much feeling between us. Hanya dendam. Dan tak puas hati. So

WMNWAK where ever you are, I tak maafkan you atas apa you dah buat. Kalau you boleh dapatkan keputusan I dari Devika, why didn’t you do the same to get my contact no. When Syieda kata I dah quit.

This song is dedicated to Abang Zalee Ahmad and WMNWAK.

HANYA KAU YANG MAMPU

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku….

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku….

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku….

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh…
Aku cinta oooooooo…

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh…
Aku cinta oooooooo…

**Song Bridge**

Oooooo

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh…
Aku cinta oooooooo…

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh…
Aku cinta oooooooo

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Ooooo

Song by: Aizat AF5

Hello Dunia!

Selamat Datang ke duniaku. Yang tercatat hanya lah sebuah nukilan hati. Lahir dari jiwa yang mencari diri sebenar.